Just Thoughts.

So.. my choir testimony is about Beauty.
How beauty should be something that is so much deeper then outward appearance,
but it is so hard for me,
why is it so hard?
I think it boils down to my pride.
I just want someone to think I am beautiful. That I am good enough, It is my weakness..
Because I will never be good enough on my own.
Without Christ, I am like the Beast, I have no hope at all for Beauty in this human heart of mine.
He created me just the way he wants me, and to doubt that,
is to doubt him.. and I really don't want to do that!

I am changing .. ever so slowly, I am coming to realize
that I am beautiful.
in my own way.
I may not be the best poet,
I definantly am not the wisest Christian
I fail as a friend sometimes
I get angry
I forget to care
I forget that there is a much bigger world then just me!
There's so many things I could pick at,
but I have a purpose.
I am God's child, and I am beautiful in his sight..
And no matter how much make-up I put on,
no matter how many beautiful sonnnets I write, God looks at my heart
he sees my thoughts
how insane is that???
Yet he loves me.
God's free grace astounds me.
Random I know.
But we've been talking about that in choir tour meetings lately, God's free grace.... :)
How coolio...
well.. I'm out for now!!!

<3>

Dandelion Sighs...

Alone the Dandelion sighs
Remebering the glorious day
when to innocent children at play
she was a gift fit for a King or a Queen.

Alone the Dandelion sighs.

Now she is no more then a weed,
unwanted wherever she grows,
she is nothing compared to the beautiful rose
she wilts beneath it's glory.
For what is she but a weed?

Alone the Dandelion sighs.

Wishing that a soul might see the beauty underneath the weed,
But it is only a dream,
she must live day to day, to eventually fade away...
It is her fate, forever to be known as a weed..

Alone the Dandelion sighs.

Me. My life.

So who am I?
What am I?
Well I am Katie Rigstad.
I am from Roseau MN
And I am currently in Bemidji Minnesota.
Like you care? :) Uhm...
Mostly this blog will be used for posting poems, memories, thoughts, hopes, dreams.. all that sort of good stuff.
I am an actress at heart, and am very dramatic.
I am very random.. and I like to be random.
Anywho, moving on. Today's topic?
Life.
Life is so fast, there is so much to be expierenced, and so little time to expierence it.
This week has been so hectic, it's not even funny. I hate school .. i hate it.. well right now I do. I have so many things I have to do, then choir tour!! ahhh!! RUN AWAY!
But. I mean. wow. Who has time to do anything anymore? I want to kill College!!!!
Well I am out! <3>